Every morning I receive an e-mail from blueletterbible.com with a devotional from Charles Spurgeon. This morning, the devotional spoke to me more than at other times. Perhaps it was because I could relate to the ache associated with betrayal. Or perhaps it was because of the literary allusion to Shakespeare's Julius Caesar that so touched me. (Afraid that Caesar is growing too powerful and will inevitably damage the republic, Brutus, Caesar's closest friend and confidante, and the other powerful leaders attack Caesar, murdering him. Before he dies, Caesar looks to Brutus in surprise at his betrayal and exclaims, "Et tu, Brute?" or "You too, Brutus?" In those words are the expression of ultimate betrayal.) |
As I read the devotional copied below, I couldn't help envisioning that I was Brutus, well-intentioned at times, and Christ was Caesar (but much more loving and pure). Whenever I sin (even for what I would claim as the "right" reasons), I can't help picturing Jesus' face or his angels' faces (as Spurgeon mentions below) as I betray him. "YOU too, Sarah?" The emphasis placed on the you speaks of my betrayal.
God, help us to seek you first and your goodness and not our own version of what is good.
Morning and Evening
Charles H. Spurgeon
July 23, 2014
Morning Reading
"Even thou wast as one of them." —Obadiah 1:11
Brotherly kindness was due from Edom to Israel in the time of need, but instead thereof, the men of Esau made common cause with Israel's foes. Special stress in the sentence before us is laid upon the word thou; as when Caesar cried to Brutus, "and thou Brutus"; a bad action may be all the worse, because of the person who has committed it. When we sin, who are the chosen favorites of heaven, we sin with an emphasis; ours is a crying offence, because we are so peculiarly indulged. If an angel should lay his hand upon us when we are doing evil, he need not use any other rebuke than the question, "What thou? What dost thou here?" Much forgiven, much delivered, much instructed, much enriched, much blessed, shall we dare to put forth our hand unto evil? God forbid!
A few minutes of confession may be beneficial to thee, gentle reader, this morning. Hast thou never been as the wicked? At an evening party certain men laughed at uncleanness, and the joke was not altogether offensive to thine ear, even thou wast as one of them. When hard things were spoken concerning the ways of God, thou wast bashfully silent; and so, to on-lookers, thou wast as one of them. When worldlings were bartering in the market, and driving hard bargains, wast thou not as one of them? When they were pursuing vanity with a hunter's foot, wert thou not as greedy for gain as they were? Could any difference be discerned between thee and them? Is there any difference? Here we come to close quarters. Be honest with thine own soul, and make sure that thou art a new creature in Christ Jesus; but when this is sure, walk jealously, lest any should again be able to say, "Even thou wast as one of them." Thou wouldst not desire to share their eternal doom, why then be like them here? Come not thou into their secret, lest thou come into their ruin. Side with the afflicted people of God, and not with the world.
God, help us to seek you first and your goodness and not our own version of what is good.
Morning and Evening
Charles H. Spurgeon
July 23, 2014
Morning Reading
"Even thou wast as one of them." —Obadiah 1:11
Brotherly kindness was due from Edom to Israel in the time of need, but instead thereof, the men of Esau made common cause with Israel's foes. Special stress in the sentence before us is laid upon the word thou; as when Caesar cried to Brutus, "and thou Brutus"; a bad action may be all the worse, because of the person who has committed it. When we sin, who are the chosen favorites of heaven, we sin with an emphasis; ours is a crying offence, because we are so peculiarly indulged. If an angel should lay his hand upon us when we are doing evil, he need not use any other rebuke than the question, "What thou? What dost thou here?" Much forgiven, much delivered, much instructed, much enriched, much blessed, shall we dare to put forth our hand unto evil? God forbid!
A few minutes of confession may be beneficial to thee, gentle reader, this morning. Hast thou never been as the wicked? At an evening party certain men laughed at uncleanness, and the joke was not altogether offensive to thine ear, even thou wast as one of them. When hard things were spoken concerning the ways of God, thou wast bashfully silent; and so, to on-lookers, thou wast as one of them. When worldlings were bartering in the market, and driving hard bargains, wast thou not as one of them? When they were pursuing vanity with a hunter's foot, wert thou not as greedy for gain as they were? Could any difference be discerned between thee and them? Is there any difference? Here we come to close quarters. Be honest with thine own soul, and make sure that thou art a new creature in Christ Jesus; but when this is sure, walk jealously, lest any should again be able to say, "Even thou wast as one of them." Thou wouldst not desire to share their eternal doom, why then be like them here? Come not thou into their secret, lest thou come into their ruin. Side with the afflicted people of God, and not with the world.